One of the things that I am frequently asked about is if I struggle with depression or not. Thankfully I can say no to this question. I do have my down moments - don't get me wrong. But fortunately God carries me through those times relatively quickly.
However, that isn't to say that I won't struggle with it in the future. One thing that I have learned from going through this month after month (and don't get me wrong - I know my treatment is a drop in the bucket to what many face) that one day you will be doing fine and then something will happen and you are suddenly struggling. There are so many factors that take place (including how your medications affect you) that it really is hard to predict.
I know many that battle cancer do battle depression. Cancer is a lonely disease and the treatment for it is often lonely as well. Fortunately, I have a husband that I can communicate these things with and he listens. I also have some amazing people in my life who continually reach out to me and do their best to lift me up. And most importantly - I have God. I see so many people going through treatment right along with me and it breaks my heart when I see someone who doesn't believe. They seem so empty and without hope.
So, for all of you wondering out there whether or not depression has been a huge factor for me - now you have your answer. Please keep the questions coming and I will do my best to answer them.
Blessings to All!
Andrea
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