I have always loved this song - even before I was diagnosed. Pretty crazy how things turn out sometimes. I haven't posted a new song in a while and this one has been on my heart for a long time. Finally, tonight I just really felt called to post it. It seems to describe what I am going through {tonight especially} fairly well.
I hope you enjoy it.
As I come in and out of the "chemo coma" as I call it in the most affectionate way possible I don't really have the strength for a long post - I apologize for that. You may just see "baby posts" for the next couple of days if I have the strength. (Some of you are probably cheering right now as you are tired of my long ramblings. :-)
The treatments are becoming increasingly harder. My body is weak and I have to rely on Jason to even get me out of bed right now.
My spirits are good though... I just feel like there is so much work to be done. In fact, I started crying today because I want to get on with the work I am feeling like I am being called to do and yet I am stuck in bed. Jason saw me crying and Jason asked me what was wrong and so I told him. His extremely loving and supportive answer just touched my heart.....
Jason: "So, what are you doing just laying there?"
You have to love this man. I do. He made me laugh.
I know God has his timing in all things and he wants me to fully recover. In the beginning I felt this peace about it being 4-6 months and then I would be well again. I still believe that. It is just hard when you see so much work to be done and so many people to help. But God does have the perfect timing and so I will wait as patiently as possible for him to finally tell me to "go" and I will go. (Hey, that is another song...)
Talk to you soon my friends. Love you all!
~Andrea
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