Thanks for asking...
Well, that's an interesting question...
Normally I kind of prefer a pass/fail kind of evaluation.
But I really don't know if I my heart can take that kind of rejection right now.
However, there is a glass half full/glass half empty scenario I could easily apply here.
For example, if emails were an indication of my success or failure in my week it would scream fail to most.
I currently have 316 unread emails in my inbox.. oh wait, 317. Please, no one else email me until I finish this blog!
And that is just the unread ones, I am too ashamed to tell you how many "read" emails I have that still need some sort of "action" on my behalf. {sigh}
Yeah, I don't even want to hear from any of you who have like 5 whole emails in your inbox, alphabetized and starred accordingly. Or those who say, I never go to bed with anything in my inbox.
I know you are out there.
Back to my cup half full scenario. At some point in the week - can't tell you which day because it is really all one giant blurrrrrrr - but there were over 500 emails just sitting their patiently waiting to be read. So, I think I battled back quite nicely because I get at least 100 emails a day - usually more. (Glass half full!!! ;-)
Wait, you don't get 100 emails a day?
How do you get on that list?
How did I get on this email tangent?
Don't answer that.
Back to my week...
First, homeschooling a whatever-grade-my-oldest-son-is-in.
(This is homeschool language for when your child is like doing 6 different grade levels or when your child is smarter than you - not going to reveal which one this situation applies to.)
My first grader.
My pre-kindergarten/kindergartner (more homeschool talk for when a mom isn't quite ready to accept that her 4 year old [to be 5 in 3 weeks] is doing kindergarten schoolwork).
All with a precious two year old - who constantly loves to explore her boundaries right now -little girl. (Translation - she constantly tries to test her mother and quickly throws a temper tantrum any time her boundaries and mommies boundaries don't get along.)
And that was just the first day....
My oldest is playing volleyball and I am also coaching - which I love - don't get me wrong.
I truly love having that special time with him.
But it always amazes me how much energy it takes to coach.
One plus - I don't have to work out on volleyball days because I totally get my work out in while I am there. (Glass half full!!! ;-)
God has also decided to bless me with some work right now. Awesome! I think...
No, in all seriousness... Things are good.
However, it is a new season.
One of adjustment.
Change.
Adaptation.
And. Joy.
The joy of the new milestones we are accomplishing as a family.
The joy of me being here to witness and be apart of these milestones.
The joy of just being alive...
So what if I have 317 emails, err 320 emails.
So what if I don't do everything perfectly.
Or don't get everything crossed of my checklist.
I know in my life those aren't the things that matters most....
This is...
And I wouldn't trade {THIS} for anything.
Thank.You.God.
As a lady once told me - relationships are the only thing you can take with you.
Where ever you are in life and however the week for you... I hope that it was half full for you too.
Blessings.
I absolutely love this picture :D and all of you, of course :)
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